Letters To My Ex
|"Every Moment Was You"|
(Letters in not so chronological order. Ramblings mostly.)
Therefore now, for about a week or so, I am consciously trying to boost my positive attitude, enthusiasm, and trying out anger management. Yes, weird, but I think I need it, for my own self. The best thing I can gift myself, I have realized, is to try and live a happy life inspite of all that goes on around me. Ignoring made me numb and emotionally detached, perhaps accepting and acknowledging them yet trying to surpass them, may do me a lot better.
I’m deep. I know that, people know that. But what they don’t know is that depth consists mostly of fears, phobias and insecurities.
In life you cannot impress everyone. Nor can you expect everyone to consider you the centre of their lives. Just know that they love you. Be satisfied and happy for that one precious blessing. Are you wondering whether not being near a loved one would be considered as not caring? You should forgive yourself. Spare yourself from that guilt because the universe will make sure to send them your love and care in some way. Sometimes, you can’t just stand at the back wondering whether the person amidst the crowd in front needs you or not. You have to go there and find out, fearing all the while perhaps the person doesn’t need you. These insecurities need to be faced. You need to understand and put it in your conscious and subconscious mind that those who love you always acknowledge your presence, even if they don’t show it, they are happy that you are present. Many people may touch their lives, many people may mean a lot to them, but the place you have in their hearts won’t be replaced by another- the hearts may grow, the rooms may multiply but your corner will always be yours.