Again I plunge into sadness

Knowing that I am all alone

I had tried to grip on happiness

But it would go, I had always known.

Sometimes I tell myself to search

Search the moments of joy hidden in some corner

Search the moments that I love so much

Little moments, little minutes, however minor.

I cling to my last pleasures

As nothing is permanent

Happy memories hurt me now to unknown measures

And I try hard to live in the present.

I feel everyone whom I love

Who are so close to me

Going further; further away they move

I can’t pull’em back; just let it be…

I feel lonely, deeply lonely

And suffocate in the vacuum all around

Everyone talks harshly, angrily

I weep to my bed and keep mum.

I feel I have become a recluse

A vexing realisation

My own self, I feel to lose

A hollow sensation.

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